I started to know you when I join my friend's server
You always in the room even there's no one
I started to approach you but not with a flirt intention
Yes I admit that your voice was really attractive
But I don't want to said it to your face
I would be in the room cause I need the noise to sleep
Sometimes it was just me and you till morning
You often said that I'm weird, well everybody said that to me
It's been awhile since I've known you
You play games and I ask to you stream
Since I like to watch people playing games
Well most of the times we're talking
Bout most problems but mostly is mine
Bout anything including bout
Girl and boy can't never be bestfriend
Without any love feelings between them
Well I'm sorry
That I've started to have a crush on you
Since we and our friends hanging out together
That day you drove my red car
And I sit next to you even it's awkward but I don't know why
You show your middle finger to the car
That drove through the red light
It was a simple joke but that really made my day
I got a stressful job that I love the job
But I hate the boss
I cried every night and almost got me suicide
But I still hold onto my faith
That memories of you made the stress goin away
For a moment for a little while
I started to laugh for the joke you made that day
I wish that I could turn back time to that day
Before this I had some talk with our friend
He said that I like you but that was before I like you
He also said that I always ask for advices from you
Especially advices in relationship
Cause you seem like always have good advices
Well I can't help it
But to keep on asking about your love life in the past
Cause I want to know about you more
One day there's a girl joined the server
She joined the room where there were only me and you
Got the same name as my game name
I tried to be nice to her by saying "Hi"
But then she went out the room without replying back to me
I think there was something fishy about her
Cause you always in the same room as her
When there's a lot of people in the other room
Well I'm sorry
I got jealous of her cause you always be in her room alone
Well she's good at every games you played
Maybe that was your type for your future wife
So that you can play games together
You also always so gentle when you're talking to her
While you always had a childish argument with me
Always argued with me whenever you get the chances
Well I'm sorry
That I like mostly about you
That time when you killed a squad that kill me in a game
And said "Serve you right for killing my friend"
I like it when you're backing me up
But at the same feeling a little bit of friendzone
I like that you're smart even though you're a dropout of 3 colleges I think
But at the same time I feel so useless for being an anchor to everyone
Right after that Chinese girl with same game name as mine get closed to you I decided to move on with my feelings toward you
It was a success for me to move on, but not long after that girl suddenly disappeared
I asked you where did "your girlfriend" gone to
And you answer "don't know, got another boyfriend maybe"
I know you're just joking but I think you kind of feeling disappointed
I'll try to be there for you when you need me
And I'm sorry for everything
